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这些天我觉得我的学中文的时间无用。在高中学，我四年学了中文。大学的时候我在学了四年的中文。可是在美国我不可能用这个语文。我的同工不说，我的新闻不用，每一个我的美国的生活的东西是英文的，不是中文的。

可是我特别长的时候学了中文。我特别努力。我想用我的技能。我可以写一下，我可以说一下，可是听，看，都难死了。

我不知道要是这个是真的中文还是写错了的gibberish。我不知道很多有用的词，可是我怎么可以学新词？我已经说：我没有说中文的朋友，新闻，东西。

我试了一下看中文书。太难了，我的中文不太好。我不觉得太高兴了，也是写这个东西不太好的意思。下次我一定必须写关于别的话题。

These days I think my time studying Chinese was useless.  In High School, I studied Chinese for four years.  When I was in University I studied four more years of Chinese.  But in America I can’t use this language.  My coworkers don’t speak it, my news doesn’t use it, everything in my American life is English, not Chinese.

But I studied Chinese for so long.  I worked so hard.  I want to use my skills.  I can write a little, I can speak a little, but listening and reading are both too hard.

I don’t know if this is true Chinese language or incorrectly written gibberish.  I don’t know a lot of useful vocabulation, but how can I study new vocabulary?  I already said it: I don’t have friends, news, or things that use Chinese.

I tried a little to read Chinese books.  Too hard, my Chinese is not too good.  I don’t feel too happy, also writing this stuff isn’t too interesting.  Next time I definitely must write about a different topic.